~Iiwil

Well it's 5 AM and I'm updating my dA-journal XD how normal of me XD

But it's so long from my last update and many things have happened : )
I've been accepted in upper secondary school at Oulu (over 200km from here, about 3 hours with car).
So afterall my mom was right that I'll get to where I want.

And I already have my own rental apartment.
It's small and cute and the distance to my school is about 1,5 km.
Location is just good. n__n I'll get exercise when I go to school and back, and markets are just around the corner. 8)
I didn't have to go to live in dormitory! I'm just too loner to live over a year with another person who I don't even know beforehand.

I'm going to London with my friend. 8D I hope we can go to London's Natural History Museum! That would be the highlight of my week there, but it's still undecided, because my friends uncle can't take us everywhere. D8
Anyway I have to buy a bag from there. I need a new schoolbag and I HOPE that I'll find a good one from there.
Then I have to buy magnet to my cousin who collects them and many other souvenirs to my friends.
And after all that I have to buy food and souvenirs to myself. I hope I'll have little money left when I return to home. xD

Now I'm going to sleep! Good morning!

I haven't updated this journal for so long time O___O But I think it's because I've just been so lazy ^^''
Comprehensive school is now over O_O And I didn't cry at all at the ending ceremony.
It feels weird ^^'' Now I only wait for decision for my upper secondary school.
Mom says, that I'll get to where I wantend to go first. She's been calling there and all.
But what I've heard, I'll get the answers at Thursday. Just thinking that makes me restless!
(btw, myt average at theoretical subjects is 8.6 and awerage for entire certificate was 8.7 it's better than ever :3)
Well I forgret it always when I go to work.
I work with my two friends at one's big sisters house. We look after her two dogs for three weeks. Wage is pretty poor but it's better than nothing. 30€ is just enough to cover my expenses.
I have a couple debts to pay and then I'll just save rest of the money.
My summer vacation seems to be pretty good.
It could be worse than this xD
Now have to go to shop before Mom goes to our contry house and leaves me here without food \o

Well it's almost summer. At last period I´m at school from 8 am to three pm everyday again! I took an extra optional classes again. : >
It's so sad that I have to leave that school where I have been these past three years D:
And I'll go to totally strange upper secondary school where I don't know anybody. It feels so exciting but still so scary.
Maybe I'll make new friends and have a whole new life there.
O___O I don't want to forget my friends here. They're all so nice friends, even though I've been spending lots of time alone nowadays.
I guess I'll start to cry when our ninth year is over. Feels like it's going to be very emotional day. Or not. It's hard to know what's going to happen.

*laughs*
Well that's not the thing that I was going to say. But whatever.
Yeah. Really I meant to say that I'm really confused right now.
I want to do something creative or go to visit my friend. I have no idea what I could draw for to my other friend for her birthday.
And I feel so lazy that I don't want to walk over a kilometer to spend no-life with my best friend. There's ice everywhere outside, because of the spring and melting snow, so I´m afraid to go anywhere by bike.
Somedays it's really irritating to live here. I would have gone grazy if I wouldn´t have all my friends here. And my computer. (Because it's the best <3)

Oh
I'm hungry, so I'll go to make pizza and then continue my no-life in MSN. n___n bye bye~

Yes. I saw them today~<3 Me and my friend were waiting her mother to pick us up, because it was so freezing outside and I asked her if her mother can take me to my home.
She said something about "beautiful" I didn't really get it first, but she pointed to the sky. Well I looked to the sky and... have to say I was amazed!
I haven't seen aurora borealis like in... three years now? And today they were so beautiful and all *-* sad that I can't see them trough my window and I think that they vanished already. D:

Why I didn't took my camera with me D:
First we saw only green aurora and were like "Oh my god! So magnificent!"
But when my friends mother came and we looked to the sky from moving car, they were turned little red from the under side. And they moved and it looked like they were curtains right next to me!
Like I could touch them if I just want!

Now I know one reason, why I don't hate live here so much. :3
Aurora borealis is just so beautiful. But it's always so cold when they can be seen.
I dislike cold weather. : P

OH! and tomorrow starts vacation! I don't have to go to school in week! And I'll go look one of the upper secondary schools I'm going to access. I just can't decide my first option before I can saw that building and surroundings.
But it's sure I'll move away from here. I just don't like when I have to plan over a month before I can go to other city.

Well now I'm going to do my homework!
"Don't worry Be happy"
(Just got to love my fish towel <3)

And stupid. I don't want to go to school!
In one week (well in schoolweek = five days) I have school 8.00 - 15.00 and I'm so tired after all that.
And tomorrow is also artschool *-* and I have to go there because I once stayed at home and now my mother says that I have to go there because they pay for it.
It's really fun be there and all but that means I have to be in school 8½ hours at mondays!
O____O it's really tiring, believe me.
Well I have to just stand it.
After all I'm the one who wants to be in school 35 hours in week + artschool.

Oh I'm so glad when this period is finished <3
I think I'll go and have a relaxing shower now n3n ~<3
*crawls to bathroom*